androphilia

paranoia has gotten the best of me again. RESTART

You know that saying "you never know what you have until you lose it."? i think...i've made a mistake. another one. but this specific one is driving me insane. but does shaky legs compare to the feeling of a volcanic eruption in my stomach, a torch lighting up in my heart, loss of breath, and a rush of adrenaline? i guess not. but its still something. something that shouldnt be there, but it is. and sfter everything that has happened, now i'll just have to live with it. i'm leaving this place soon anyway. to lighten up the mood, now... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me o

Sooo....about unplanned teenage pregnancies... Maybe it's living in the south? Or in a lower class area? Could it be the lack of sex ed? Perhaps it's really just the kind of people that you meet here. whatever it is, it's getting out of hand. In one class of mine, there are 27 girls. 15 out of those 27,more than half, have already conceived. even though some of them have had a miscarriage, abortion, childbirth, or are actually still pregnant. none of them wanted it to be like this. i've talked to them, listened to them and its, odd. now, when its someone so young and  careless i can still understand...but what when its someone who is su